Dillusional Ramblings of an Insane Girl.

06:32 pm - Hayao Miyazaki.

I totally forgot to update on this:
The boy took me to see Ponyo the other day. And it was fan-flipping-tastically adorable.
And beautiful. And wonderful.
Even Rob, who I know didn't want to admit it, enjoyed it, lol.
It was the first time I ever got to see a Miyazaki film in the theater, and OMG I hope I have many more chances because it was just amazingness on a giant screen. (That storm scene, omgomg.)
I seriously cannot wait for it to come out on DVD.

Having said that, Amazon.com is having a big Miyazki film sale: http://www.amazon.com/gp/feature.html/ref=amb_link_84968751_5?ie=UTF8&docId=1000411701&pf_rd_m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&pf_rd_s=center-3&pf_rd_r=0GEYN1MKEZ3GZYFSZKZA&pf_rd_t=101&pf_rd_p=485248091&pf_rd_i=130

I got two, Spirited Away & Howl's Moving Castle.
I've seen Spirited Away, but didn't own it on DVD. (Everywhere I'd go it was $30+, and I can't justify paying that much for a DVD honestly. For the past couple years I've been watching it on a VHS where I recorded it from Cartoon Network. XD)
And I've never seen Howl's Moving Castle so I'm uber excited. Both came in today, yayayayay. :D

I wanted to order more, but I know we should be saving money for the upcoming winter months. (Don't want to even think about the strain heat is going to put on our electric bill.)
I really wanted My Neighbor Totoro and Kiki's Delivery Service, but Totoro is sold out (or they don't carry it I don't know.) and Kiki is still too expensive for me. ($24...I'm such a cheapskate it is SAD.)

Current Mood: bouncy

11:05 pm - CORALINE!

One of my friends at work let me borrow Coraline.  I've wanted to see it forever, but the boy didn't want to go see it in the theatres, and I don't want to pay $25 for a DVD (the prices when things first come out are ridiculous) so she let me borrow it.

DEAR LORD.  LOVE.
BEST MOVIE I'VE SEEN IN A LONG TIME.
FANTASTIC.
PROBABLY WORTH PAYING THE $25 YOU WOULD TO BUT IT NOW.

And it came with fancy 3D glasses, which I usually don't buy into that bullshit, but this...was....cool.

so yeah.  CORALINE. <3

Current Mood: enthralled

08:52 am - Birthday Weekend = Success

I'm notorious for having horrible birthdays. XDD

This one was good though. 
Even if it did start out with Rob and I fighting, but honestly when we fight it's loving fights. XD And I think the longest we've ever stayed mad at each other is an hour,  because we both die with guilt every time it happens.

We started out by looking at another place.  Really just for fun because it is WAY out of our price range.
We've seen a couple alright places, but mainly in this area, there aren't many APARTMENTS.  There's 1/2 doubles for rent, which are alright but you end up paying more for that.  Which I really don't want to do because we've NEVER save any money then, and we'll get stuck in the rut of constantly renting, and never owning a home.  So....we'll patiently wait.  It's hard too because it is our first place, and most places say that references and credit checks are a requirement.  We have no references as far as past apartments because we've never had one.  People told me "WELLLL......you could use work refs I suppose!" but we all know that's bullshit and has nothing to do with how you're going to leave your apartment when you move out. XD  And as far as credit checks, we have very limited credit because we're so young.  Mine's pretty good, but I've only had my card JUST over a year, and Rob hasn't even had his a year yet.
Some people I've noticed, this doesn't phase them because when they meet us we're normal and not visibley scumbags, while others are quick to shoot us down just because we're so young.
THE SEARCH CONTINUES.

Anyhow, I wanted to go out to eat for my birthday and Rob wanted to go see that new X-Men movie.
Which I was HEAVILY opposed to.  I am so not into the X-Men thing.  And I have a slightly grudge against Rob because when we go to the movies, we always see what he wants to see.   Always.  I will beg to go see something, he'll write it off as stupid and we won't go see it.  I honestly think the last movie we went to see that I really wanted to see was fucking Pirates of the Caribbean 3. XD 
So I created a big argument about how we're not going because I hate X-Men, and why should I go, you never settle for my movies, blah blah blah Sam bitching.  Big fight ensued, lasted 10 minutes,  I said FINE GO LOOK UP YOUR MOVIE TIMES, and we went out on our way.

And he apologized in the car for being a stubborn bitch all the time, and promises that we'll go see the ones I want more. *smug grin*

But little big fight aside, we had a wonderful day.  We went out to eat at the Ground Round, and went to see his movie.  Went to the book store as well, and I got that Generation T: 108 ways to transform a T-Shirt book which is MY NEW FAVORITE BOOK EVER PLZKTHNX.
So amused by it.  So many cool projects in it, the little stories, the little t-shirt facts...FOR THE CRAFTER WITH A.D.D. because there's so many things going on in it at once, I love it.  And I am surely the crafter with A.D.D. lol.
I think I'm going to investigate this woman who writes this book because her writing/personality is too funny/geeky/like-me/amusing. XDD

Also, Rob drew me pictures. Inspired by Sephiroth and his own personal choir.
Lol, Rob knows the instant way to make me laugh is to squeal, "SEPHIROTH!!!!" in that really high opera voice sans the Sephiroth choir, which he does often.  Also, another instant way is when he draws me little funny pictures of my fandoms. (You do not want to see the Petshop of Horrors ones.  They are highly pornographic. XDD)
I bring you Surfaroth and Chefaroth.

08:02 am - My body is so weird.

The boy and I went to see The Watchmen last night...
...which I thought was pretty fucking wonderful.

It might motivate me to read the book now. Because here's the story on that:
Rob gave it to me to read seriously...about 6 months ago. I started reading it, but then got sidetracks, and never went back to it. XD He had been bugging me since then to hurry about and finish it before the movie came out but I lacked the motivation and interest to. What I read I liked, but still not motivated enough.
But now I believe I am MOTIVATED. XD (I LOVE BEING MOTIVAAATED.)

I kept poking fun at Rob because he's always been obsessed with Rorshache, I'd always refer to him as having a "hard-on for Rorschache". I do believe I share that hard-on now. XD

That was the up side of the night, here's the down side:
I'm on my period, to put it bluntly. Was in horrible pain last night. And Rob was picking me up from work last night to go directly from Wal-Mart to the theater, so I figured before we went there, I should get some sort of pain reliever pill to make me feel a little bit better. Didn't want to be a grouch for my Rob, he was so pumped for this movie.

So I picked up some Pamprin Max. Figure this has got to do the trick, it's made for periods. XD
..Did not read the back label until it was paid for and we were in the car. It has some sort of caffeine in it.
Brief backstory: about a year ago I took some generic brand tylonel pills at walmart went I had a horrible headache. Pills had caffeine in them. I got REEEEALLY fucking shakey and dizzy, and felt really not good.
So the Pamprin had caffeine. Maybe it was just a one time fluke that last time I got that way? So I took it anyway, whatever, I bought it, might as well try it!

WROOOOONG.

At first I was okay. And to be honest, it made my period symptoms go away. We're sitting there watching the film, all of a sudden I started getting reaaaally tired. And really cold, and dizzy. And I feel my head kind of constantly drooping onto Rob's shoulder. And I'm sitting there, and I realize, "Yo, Sam, you're not breathing," and I'd have to sit there and make myself take a deep breath.
Rob kept looking over at me, he thought I was sighing really loud because I was bored.
But I'm like, no Rob...those pills..ugh...they're having the exact effect on me, instead of being hyper because of caffeine, I feel like I'm fucking dying, can't breathe.
So then I'm sitting there thinking about that, like why is happening. I'm thinking about what the label said, warning about rapid heartbeat because of the caffeine and all that, so I'm pressing my fingers into my neck, and my pulse was reallllllly slow. Which is super weird for me because mine is never slow, even normally. XD (I'm a jittery motherfucker.)

When we got home Rob started getting really worried 'cause he said I looked like shit. XD
It was late he had to leave, so he did. I go upstairs to get ready for bed, I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror and realize how damn pale I am. I thought maybe I overdid my whiteface a little bit today, and washed it off. But no, I was actually paler underneath the make-up. Even stranger.

I am so confused as to what it is about these pills that does this to me.
I don't think I'm allergic to caffeine, because soda and things like that have NEVER bothered me. But why does it bother me so bad when it's in pill form? And why does it have THAT effect on me? Making me feel really tired and not good?
But I'll tell you what, I'M NEVER TAKING THAT SHIT AGAIN THAT WAS HORRIFYING.

MYSTERY.
My body is seriously not human, it never behaves the way a normal human body should. XD

Current Mood: confused

11:35 am - Oh, Liza... ♥

Even though I keep saying, "I'M NOT DOING IT OR I'M QUITTING."..I most likely would not quit, because there isn't anywhere else to go, I'd have to 1) find a new job, and then quit  2) just piss them off until they fire me, and go collect until I get a new job.  which I don't know if this would be the good way out figuring that I wouldn't be able to put them on an application, and that'd be a massive nearly 2 year gap of when I didn't have a job, that I'd have to explain to an interviewer.

What a goddamn fucking mess.  There is other places I could go, ffor the same SHITTY pay, and possibly, shittier workplace, which is why I'm currently staying at SUCK-Mart.

But that's the story with that, lol.

Oi.
I was going to make my new years resolution FIND A FUCKING NEW JOB, but I think it's going to be:
1) Stand up for myself at work.
2) Put more money in my savings, and not blow as much stuff on "I want" things.

{EDIT: I know it sounds ridiculous to you all probably, why I think the service desk is so bad...but if you worked at walmart you would know why. XD No cashiers ever want to be trained there.  Because it is horrid. Customers turn into super mega mean douchebags, people can't wait their turn to be helped, they want you to do 2389042934 things at once, and then when someone doesn't get there way, and you try to stick to policy, a manager comes up to the desk, and gives the customer everything they want and then a gift card for their "troubles.", making you look like a first class ASSHOLE.]

05:18 pm - I DRINK YOUR MILKSHAKE.

Some good news: My backpain went away. lol, I was slightly amused, but totally freaked out at the time, when
yellowhorde suggested that it could be a kidney infection, because I was in addition to backpain, I was having SHARP PAINS IN THE PELVIC REGION. I'm like OH NONONONONONONONONONNOO. And I was DAMN tired, and felt really hot and such. 'Twas freaking out GREATLY because that was like every symptom BUT ONE that she mentioned. I was so preparing myself for the worst...But thought I'd still give it a few days just to see, as I am poorer than a really poor person....
Turns out I was just getting my period, roflmao.
I just must've hurt my back at work pretty good, and was getting my period at the same time. So...FALSE ALARM YOU GUYS. I am fine, I am good. XDD I lol-ed so good at that after I knew that I was okay. Period is gone, as is my backpains.

Meanwhile, the boyfriend and I watched There Will Be Blood the other night. Now...I had such high expectations, because 1) Daniel Day Lewis. I fucking loooooove Daniel Day Lewis...he is just about the sexiest thing ever, and he's an awesome actor, and I just him to bits. (Except for Last of the Mohicans. Daniel, you are just not native american, you looked like fabio in that movie, roflmao.) 2) It won all sorts of awards, not to say that awards equal greatness but usually the films are something different/interesting/some sort of wellness.

I don't know how I felt about it though. XD I mean...it was certainly good. I don't think it was great though.
It makes me.....confused. Not confused in as I didn't know what was going on, just confused like...what sort of movie is this supposed to be?
There were certain bits that were sad as hell....dramatic and whatnot....humorous...and just plain weird? And the movie was so slow in the beginning, my goodness.

And the ending? I won't give it away, but I do have to mention the one scene. (It involves no spoilers, so no worries. This is more on the topic of funny lines. XDD)
The one scene...well just...here you go. Once again, no spoilers, so don't worry if you haven't seen it.

YouTube is the greatest internet invention ever. XD

Current Mood: amused

10:22 am - SAM'S FAVORITE MOVIES.

'Gangs of New York'  was on television yesterday...night?  morning?  At like 2 in the morning and I stupidly stayed up to watch it.

But that just shows you how great a film I think it is.
If you haven't seen it. WAAATCH IIIIIT.

It's on the USA Network today at 1PM. (According to my TVGuide. XD)

One of my favorite films ever.
Daniel Day Lewis plays an absolutely amazing part.  An evil, but amazing part.
Leo Decap and Diaz even do alright.
So many good actors in that film.
Daniel Day Lewis tops 'em all though.

Current Mood: bouncy

12:09 am - OH HAY BTW RATATOUILLE.

The man and I rented it the other night, and it was the most adorable thing ever. Love it. 

And now a totally no-spoiler-containing clip.  Which happens to be one of my favs. XDD
(Not that you can really spoil a children's movie.  There's a formula to them that never changes, you know what I'm talking about. XD)
Love Colette, she's a crazy bitch. ♥ 
"Keep your station clean, OR I KILL YOU."

Current Mood: amused

11:20 am - I R THE ORIGINAL JIGSAW FANGIRL. XD

poppy_man just posted an entry about her just seeing the first saw movie, which reminded me, I never posted my little review of Saw IV.

( LJ-Cut for possible spoilers. even though I give nothing away. And I mean nothing. XD )
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05:20 pm - I'm probably the only person in the world who didn't enjoy Phantom Of The Opera.

Today's been a good day thus far. Got the whole house all to myself. Brother's at work, parent's went out somewhere. So I'm all alone in the house.

SO WHAT DOES THIS MEAN.

NAKED PAINTING.*
(*Sam painting nekkid. Because what's the point of dirtying up clothes if I could just dirty up my nekkid self and hop in the shower to wash it off. XD I hate getting paint on clothes, even already "dirty paint clothes", it kills me. XD OCD Moment.)

Very nice for me. XD

I have this painting that a friend of mine is "commissioning" me to do, (I say "commissioning" because she offered to pay for paint, to which I accepted. I already have paint. So in all reality I'm just gonna charge her for effort I put into this thing. Which is low. XD), she just wants a generic painting of Christine and the Phantom from Phantom of the Opera.
She asked, and I warned her that I had an assload of shit I was already working on and that it'd take FOREVER to even get to starting her painting, which was my nice way of saying, "NYEH DONT WANT TO DO IT". She said time was no matter. So I couldn't really tell her no, seeing as how she IS a friend. XDD
As much as I've been putting this thing off, I have got a nice amount of it completed so far. Not steady with progressing with it, I think I've only sat down to do it like once or twice within the last 3 months. XD But my motivation to finish this fucker is 0% because 1) I had previously never even seen any Phantom of the Opera production, so my knowledge and possible love of it was nonexistant. 2) She basically wants the same thing as I did with this which was also for a friend. She apparently is friends with THIS person as well, saw it, now wants another one for herself. UGGGH. I hate doing the same thing over and over again. WHINEWHINEWHINE.

Now I never saw Phantom of the Opera, so what I was going on was just pictures and such. Never saw the original, never saw the new one. The new one is her fandom. So today I rented it, thinking maybe if I see the damn thing, it'll motivate me to get it done.

Well I rented it. XDD Didn't really like it. At all? Just to be honest. XDDD
So I probably just killed whatever desire I had to even do it in the first place. Rofl, I'll just push out of my head whatever shit I remember from the movie and pretend that I like it. XDD

Here comes Phantom bashing:
I just didn't like it, wasn't my tone of movie, wasn't my piece of cake. Phantom's a jerk, just to put that one out there, roflmao. BWAAAAH I WAS ABUSED SO NOW I KEELZ SOME PEOPLE AND BE A PAIN IN THE ASS TO EVERYONE. BUT I TAUHGT CHRISTINE TO SING, THEREFORE SHE OWES ME HER SOUL/LIFE/SWEET ASS ETC.

I tried! *shrug* And I really do love musicals. This one...not my taste though.

Current Mood: amused

10:31 am - SWEEENEEEEY TOOOOOOOOOOOOODD.

10:09 am - Well I feel better today.

Better. :p
Rob was helping me distract myself from the fact that my dad is a douchebag, and he does it well. And fandoms. Fandoms help me forget about my asshole dad. XD Thank goodness for fandoms.

Still though, when I woke up this morning, I didn't even realize myself doing it, but I was slamming fucking everything angrily, and then I did realize, and just kind of giggled at myself. So we're past being upset, now I'm just gonna be plain out angry apparently. It's a step up. XDD

But anyway, I said that I'd talk about Spiderman 3 and it's awesomeness.
Lemme just say that my Rob is obsessed with Spiderman to a ridiculous degree. His obsession with all things Spiderman is just about equal to my obsession with all things Pirates. He was waiting for this for forever, and it was adorable to see him bouncing about all excited about it. XDD
We went right after school to avoid the annoying 'from 6-PM-ON-MASSIVE-TEENAGERS-WHO-WON'T-SHADDUP-DURING-THE-FILM' group. Instead we got the 'under age 5' group. Not as loud, but Rob was still getting a bit annoyed, I'm like "CALM DOWN, THEY'RE ONLY 5." XDDD

Anyhoo.
I thought it was really, really good. I like Spiderman, I've only seen the movies so I guess I'm not a 'real' fan, but I like the movies. Was never obsessed with them, but I like 'em. This one, I really, really liked. REALLY, REALLY thought it was good.
1) Thought the acting as a whole was much better than previous ones. Goblin in the first one, Rob will disagree, but the cheese factor on that film is ridiculous, lmao. 2nd film with Dr. Oc, I liked him better but still sometimes cheesy. 3rd one...fuck cheesy, Venom and Sandman were awesome.
2) On the subject of Venom and Sandman: Freaking special effects and shit were awesome. I'm not even one for that. LAWL EXPLOSIONS AND CG AND WOONESS. Not usually no. But it was done really well in this one.
3) Funny as all hell. I nearly peed myself multiply times.
4) I was creaming at evil black-spidey-costume Peter Parker. XDD
I started giggling at his hotness, and Rob's like "what?" because he gets annoyed when I laugh at Spiderman because he thinks its because of the 'cheese factor', and I whisper to him, "I'm not laughing at THAT, I'm laughing at how ridiculously hot he is now", and he started laughing, "YEAH I KNOOOOOW." Cute, dorky Peter Parker is adorable. Naughty, Dark Peter Parker is hottt. XD
5) So is Venom. The end. XD

It was a good time. :p That was quickly canceled out by asshole dad, but I'm used to that, so it was a good time none the lesssss. :p

When the movie ended they had one of those claw machine things where you try to win little plushie guys, and Rob was trying with all his might to get the Venom one, and we all know the claw machines are bullshit, so he didn't get one. He was frowning like a little boy, it was adorable. So I'm on a mission to find him a little Venom plush. XDD

Current Mood: calm

03:56 pm - Tuuuunes.

I apologize for my shitty commenting habits. Or rather, my nonexistant commenting habits. I'm just bad at it. Usually by the time I get around to it, somebody already said what I had wanted to say, so I refrain from it altogether. That or I simply don't know what the fuck to say. Just so you all know.
I do read. I'm just shitty at feedback.

Me and my mum watched Walk The Line FINALLY the other night. In case folks didn't know, I'm a biiiiiiiiiiiiiig Johnny Cash fan, and just had neglected seeing that. I'm really not a fan of Reese Witherspoon so I was a little afraid to watch it. But she was actually really good in it (though she sounded nothing like June Carter, but her acting was good nonetheless XD), and I really enjoyed it.
And it's sent me into a big Cash fit again. XD

That's about all for now.

11:17 am

Yesterday my good buddy Jess came over (along with my man Rob, but he's always here on a saturday XD ♥)

We rented Borat, (Rob and I had already seen it, Jess had not, so I made her sit down and watch eeet.), much giggles were had over that.

We played some DDR. I kicked some ass. Because no offense to them, but they're both horrible at it. XD So I couldn't even really be proud at beating them because they're so bad.

And Jess had brought V for Vendetta over, neither me nor Rob had seen that one. Movie sharing day. XD
But damn, it was really good, I really liked it. Everyone had been telling me "LOL GOTTA GO SEE V FOR VENDETTA, KTHNX." And now I have. Really good, really good.

So...
Lmao, nothing else to say. *points to mood* Awake? 'Cause that's about all you're going to get from me today. Awake-ness. Staring off into space.

Current Mood: awake? XD