I fucking love Rob Riggle.

I just have to mention how much better my relationship is with my parents now since I moved out.

Especially my Dad, considering we were constantly on and off of good terms with each other.
And my mom too.
I think even they get along better. (Or maybe it's just that I'm not around to see them fight anymore, lol.)
It's nice, a whole lot more loving.

It's just really nice.

Random, but true. 

Here's a photo of Rob holding his little sis's new baby, Jack. ^_^

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Just got back from wedding dress shopping.

The pros the cons:  Technically I was under budget, technically I'm over budget.
I know yesterday I said $200 for my dress. 

Well I did pay under that for the DRESS.
My dress itself was $99.

But with everything else (and tax added.  FUCK TAX.) it came to $350.
And I mean everything. 
This is everything that I got for $350:
-The Dress  /  ($99)
-The necessary dress zip bag /  ($10)  If I'm going to pay for it, I might as well store it properly.
-The underskirt slip thing to make your dress full. /  ($41.65)
-Undergarment Bra Thing / ($67.15) <-Abosolutely outrageous price on this, but it fit perfectly, like a glove, and all you girls know how difficult is to find the perfect bra, let alone something fancier like this.  I don't want to call it a corset, but it's function was pretty much to do the bra thing and smooth everything out all the way down to your waist.  I was reluctant to pay this much for this, but it was so perfect fitting. XD They got me.
-My veil. / ($58.65)
-That pretty sparkley comb thing above your veil. / ($41.65)  Once again, outrageous, for a hair comb clip, but the thing is truly gorgeous, and without it the veil doesn't look complete.  lolll.  This is how they get you.  You see how nice you look and your eyes well up with tears, and that's it....
-My shoes, / ($18.00) at Boscov's.  Nothing fancy, although they look very nice on me.  They're a simple white, heeled sandal.  I don't see the point in going all out with shoes when you're not going to see them at all under your long dress.  I needed a little bit of a heel to make me taller so I'm not tripping on the dress, lollll.  Which I might be anyway but,....walk carefully.....XD

All equals about $350.
Another plus: I was expecting to pay for all this on my own.  Which I did today.  But my dad told me he's going to give me the $350, that he's my dad and should pay for it.  I just feel weird asking my parents for money.  I feel like...a leech. XDD But I know it is tradition for the parents to pay for these things.

My dad is a little disappointed that I'm keeping my wedding so small, and not having a reception.
He keeps saying that you only get married once.
I  fully understand this.
1) I want to go the cheapest route.  Cheap is the wrong word I suppose...but I don't want to spend alot on a wedding!  A one day thing...I find it ridiculous!   2) Even if we WERE rich enough to afford a bigger thing, I would not want one.  This is how I want it, this is how I envision it being, this is how I think it'll be perfect.  I don't like receptions.  I don't like parties. XD  Especially formal ones!
I'm sticking to my guns on this.  But at least my Dad is happy now that he'll get to walk me down the aisle, instead of not being able to like if I went to the justice of the peace like I was originally going to.

Anyway, backtrack to me and my Mum dress shopping.
We went into David's Bridal and they were pretty snotty when I told them I was kind of on a $200 budget!  The front desk woman anyway.
Then she had a consultant come over to help us.   She wasn't so much snotty as much as it seemed like she was SWEATING the fact that I wanted a $200 budget, ROFL.   This girl just seemed nervous about that. hahaha.
Now I did go over budget with it ALL, but then again, I don't think I took into consideration all the other accessories and whatnot.  
My dad's jaw dropped when I told him what we paid for everything because it was so cheap.
But the consultant woman was so very helpful and nice, she was awesome.

They tried to con us into paying for alternations.  My dress is a size 12, and it's slightly loose on me. (LOL The down side to my weight loss!)  Now I shouldn't say it's loose.  We tried on another dress that was a 12 and it fit perfectly.  But when we tried on this second dress...we just knew it was THE ONE, my mom started crying rofl.  It's not loose, but you know how they want it PERFECTLY TAILORED to you.
This would've been another $55.  I said no thanks. 
It fits fine! (Not to mention see below my comments about being put on birth control, and then possible water weight gain, or something like that.  They'll take it in and then it won't fit me because of birth control weight fluctuation.)

The only thing is I literally have to halt my weight loss now so this dress fits come October.  Which is okay.  I am pretty happy with my weight now.  ESPECIALLY after seeing how good I look in dresses now, I used to cringe, but now I feel good.  Better about myself.

So yeah, My dress is BEAUTIFUL.    The girl said originally the dress was marked at $599.  Marked down to $99.
It's gorgeous.  GORGEOUS.  It has all this gorgeous beadwork and lace and oh goddd...My mom was crying.  I was ready to cry.  We came home and showed my dad, and my mum swore there were tears in his eyes.  My brother's girlfriend was at home, we showed her too, and she got teary.

I am so fucking excited now.  I seriously am getting teary NOW. lol it's going to be a BAWL fest.
I couldn't be happierrrr.

We interrupt this sugar fest with Sam's usual TMI statements.
Except tomorrow I have a gyno appointment.  My first one ever.  I am nervous and scared.  Mum told me I shouldn't be.
Since I'll finally be losing my virginity come my wedding night, I'll need to be on birth control.
This fills me with fear. XD I've read so many horrible things about it.  Weight gain.  Emotional Issues.  I know it'll be fine and it'll work itself out, and that I need to be on it because we don't need any little Rob and Sam spawn, YET  anyway.

Just stupid busy.

Well not really, this is lies, I spend most of my nights listening to music and generally rocking out, during which time I most definetely couild be writing a journal entry, but I have so much to say since moving in that I know it'll be a long one.

So...to stop myself from being so intimidated by trying to cover everything that has happened so far, I will skip loads of the boring details, and give you the basics.

We moved in, I had a super hard time with it at first, loving it now.  I've been mad busy playing housewife, cooking and cleaning, trying to learn how to do both LOL.  

Rob and I are getting married in the Fall.  October specifically.  This fall, yes.  
People think we're idiotic for doing it so soon, they can suck it, anyone who knows us well enough knows we are soul mates. 
So in the midst of all this we're planning a wedding too, yeah.  Which I shouldn't say it like that, it's going to be so ridiculously small, not even all my family is going to be there.  Grandparents, Parents, Sibling, and Sibling's girlfriend.  And the same on Rob's side.  Very small.  No reception, don't WANT one.  No bells and whistles.  I'm not into big weddings, I'm not into that whole LOOK AT ME I'M THE BRIDE shit, I just want it to be a nice official, legal, and loving marriage ceremony nothing fancy.
My  uncle is a pastor, he's going to marry us at his church.
Rob and I went and looked at wedding rings today, picked them out.  Didn't pay yet (oh god its ridiculous, but let me just say my ring is pretty.) will do it within the next couple weeks.
And tomorrow Mum and I are going to pick out my wedding dress.  I am NOT spending more than $200, people think I'm nuts for saying this, but I am sticking to that.  David's Bridal supposedly has $99 gowns, so I'm shooting for that.

Last month I had an incident where I ebayed a custom wedding gown from a seller in Asia...needless to say the tricky bastards up and left ebay, along with my money.  I filed a paypal dispute, and ended up getting my money back, but I am so not going that route again, if anyone was thinking of mentioning it. (LOL sore subject now.)

Rob's younger sis just had her baby.  He is cuteness.

What else....that's all you really need to know at the moment. XD

I'll try to update more frequently now.  I do read all of your entries though, even if I don't always comment.  Love you guys!

Like...everything he's ever put out?
Hahah, he's just awesommme, especially in his younger years.  Will definetely be missed.

But my faaaavvvvv:  Beat it.

Thriller was the shit because of the epicly awesome music video, and the dance which I don't think there's a person on this Earth that doesn't at least know what you're talking about when you say the Thriller dance.

But I fucking love Beat It, I fully intend to blast that shit from the car speakers on my way too and from work today.

People can make fun of him all they want for his odd behaviour and the child molestation bullshit, but there will NEVER, EVER be anything that could possibly compare to the greatness that is THRILLER.



I could sit and watch that shit 24/7 and never get sick of it.

He's fucking breaking it down with Jesus now.
Rest in Peace

I know I promised I'd do a real journal entry, but I've been so preoccupied with other things that I can't sit down long enough to write down a big entry.  Some day it'll come.
I see this as a good thing though.  

Anyhoo.  Weight loss journey has been progressing well,  I took a picture of myself in nothing but my undies a while ago to compare to current ones as I lose weight, because I'm the kind of person, if I don't see visible results myself I get discouraged.

But I am proud to say there is indeed a noticable difference.
I've felt it, so many of my friends and coworkers have been telling me about it, and I've noticed that my old clothes are literally FALLING OFF MY ASS. (Which is highly fucking annoying, I had to break out the sewing machine and downsize them all.  Which wasn't fun.  But at the same time I am RIDICULOUSLY THRILLED that I've lost enough to notice clothes fitting differently.  Good problem to have I suppose.)

But anyhow.

( I'm going to say these are not worksafe. Me in some not-so-sexy-but-everyday underwear, SEE THE BELLY SHRINKING. )</br>I've been going for walks everyday.  Not only that, but trying to walk around town when I have to visit the store, or my mum's house, not only for the exercise, but for envoirmental reasons.  (I feel quite ridiculous driving to my mum's house when it's a couple blocks away.)
Been doing pilates like a motherfucker.  I've been doing/using this system.  Love iiiiit.


I'm getting there.  WOOOOOOOOOOOO.

So FINALLY I have internet.  After Verizon fucking it up about 3 times (Honestly, they sent the modem to an address that didn't exist, then they set the net signal to the same address that didn't exist after we called them and TOLD them it didn't exist, and then when my Rob called ONCE more, they STILL had the same wrong address.  Dumb motherfuckers.)

Oi, what a weird past couple of weeks,  I'll post about it later. XD

I just finished reading all the friends page entries I missed, I did not comment that many, but at least I am up to date on all of you.  XDD

All my stuff is there, including computer, I'm actually using my brother's computer at the moment.

Ugh I'm starting to get horribley teary and upset at leaving.  My room is completely empty and seeing it that way just makes me cry.
This is so much harder than I thought it would be.  I hope this horrible feeling doesn't last.  Lol I'm supposed to be happy but...i don't know.  Gonna miss seeing the family all the time.  (Someone please direct me back to the entries where I was in a fit because they were being assholes, and quote, "I CANNOT WAIT TO MOVE OUT".)

They live right around the corner I'll be fine.  But I kep getting all retarded and nostalgic.

So yeah, last entry till internet at the new place. 
Comments won't be replied to until the net is set up there (hopefully won't be long from now.)

South Park? XD
ROFL.
Yaoi within South Park?

And I'm not talking about Mr. Slave/Mr Garrison XDDD

I'm talking Cartman/Stan/Kyle/Kenny.

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. XD
....
........
.....WHAAAAAAAAT.

So me and Rob OFFICIALLY have a place.

We signed the lease yesterday, paid, and now have the keys. 
Starting to move our stuff in. 
But before we set up and whatnot, I wanted to clean, because I am a clean freak.  I don't like dirt.  I mean...I really don't like dirt.

And I don't know why I didn't notice this before...maybe it was because this place was so much cleaner than the other we had looked at...
but the place is fucking filthy. XD Dirt-tastic.  Tomorrow is going to be one big ass cleaning day.  Mum and I were going to shampoo all the carpets in the place tomorrow, but I have a feeling we're going to spend most of the day just scrubbing the place.  People are pigs, and that's all I have to say, lol. I pulled out that little shelf for pots and pans underneath the stove...there was everything you could possibly name under there.  Business cards, hershey kisses, things that I can't even identify.  Then I opened up the oven and there was litterally a blobby pile of cookie sheets and pans (I think that's what they were anyway.  They were so dirty and gross I couldn't tell.
I was about to put some of our canned food on top of the refrigerator, but stopped when I noticed the ridiculous, and once again unidentifable grime spots on top of it (seriously what the fuck WAS that), and I honestly spent probably anywhere from 30 minutes to a whole hour trying to get that off alone.  (Which I successfully did. XD)

EW.  EW.  EW

Lol Cleaning continues tomorrow.  

Another annoying bit:  When we looked at the place there was a spot where one of the windows had a crack in them.  Not broken, nothing drastic just a crack.   Landlord doesn't plan on fixing them because it's just a crack.
Which will suck in the winter as far as keeping heat in goes, but my dad and hubby said something about plastic barriers to help that.
HOWEVER.
Upon opening a different window above the sink today, there was ANOTHER similiar crack.  It's coming from the outside.  Someone must be throwing something to break these windows.  I quickly called landlord to tell them so they didn't they we fucking did it.

Lots of work but..
I AM SO EXCITED. XDDD
So tired though.  Full day of work, and then I came home to do all this...*drops over dead*

I have to say I am so incredibly proud of myself right now.

My little weight loss journey is going fan-fucking-tastic and  I am kicking ass.

I started about a month ago at 176lbs, and I'm currently around 168lbs.

Having said that, I have been having a little help from iHerb.com
iHerb.com is a little website that sells all things natural, organic, whatever it is that you want to label it as, without all the crap, basically. 
Everything.  There are not words to express how much I fucking love their little business.  1) they have everything  2) free shipping depending how much you spend  3)  FAST SHIPPING.  4) Wonderful customer service. I almost sent my order to the wrong address, and I was freaking thinking there was no way to fix it.  They have an instant messenger type service, I got someone live, and they were able to help me fix it in about 2 seconds.
Anyhoo, things I've been using from there Tonalin CLA vitaminthings, and the this Hoodia. The CLA is meant to help you lose the fat while you're exercising/adjusting your diet, and the hoodia is meant to supress your hunger, I mainly use them before I eat dinner, so then I'm not hungry the rest of the night, as late night eating was one of my big, big problems.
They're not cheap, but definetely have been helping. And being that it's from iHerb I know that it's not full of all kinds of harmful shit like anyt kind of dietary thing you'd buy in department stores.
(And being that I'm pimping iHerb out so badly, lol, if anyone was thinking about ordering, don't sign up there yet, and leave me a comment.  They always send me these things to give to friends, where they'd get $5 off whatever they order if I refer new people to them.  So if you want $5 off see me. XD  They have everything.  Everything.)

Now I've noticed my belly shrinking, because I fucking examine it, and squeeze at it in the mirror, but I didn't think it was all that noticable to anyone else.

Until this week, I had at least 3 different people comment to me about it, lol.
One of my supervisors at work came up to me, very concerned rather than congradulative, "Sam, YOU'VE been losing weight."
I go, "I sure hope so, I've really been trying."
And she goes into a big thing, "Oh you don't have to you're gorgeous!" and further worried concern, and tells me that she really noticed it in my belly and in my upper arms.  Which is fucking sweet, because that's where most of my chub has always been and I have always hated BOTH.  Am starting to love both parts.

Then I had one of my regular customers, and older man say, "YOU'VE BEEN LOSING WEIGHT!"
But he was much more happier for me than my supervisor, I said, "That's a good thing right?" , and he goes "Yes! just be careful because *grabs his chin pulling at some loose skin*  I lost some and now I look like a turkey!"
Rofl, I just started giggling and assured him he did not look like a turkey.  I'm more than aware that the loose skin thing happens some times, but from what I hear, if you're young and healthy, try to build some muscle (situps, pilates whatever your game is), and you lose weight gradually instead of super quick and unheathily, you needn't worry about it that much.  I remember going to school with a kid who used to be super big.  He lost a shitload of weight super fast by, according to him,  simply not eating.  Which is totally the wrong way, because now he has gross hanging skin from his arms. XD

Anyway back on track.  Lots of comments from people about it, cue me swelling with pride and happiness.
I've been eating better, smaller portions, long walks every day (at least an hour) and it is equaling success, so I am a happy Sam.  And I just generally feel better physically it's awesome.

But the pessimistic part of me is going, what if this weight loss has nothing to do with your hard work, but those weird-ass-disease that is chilling in the back of your throat atm (see last couple entries), that I STILL don't know what it is, OH NOES what if I'm horribley sick and dying, and that is why I'm losing weight...
....Then I told myself to shut the hell up, that that's absolute nonsence. 
We're still trying to track down my Uncle the nurse to hear his opinion.  They no longer hurt, however but the bumps are still there.

But yay for successful weight loss. 
Seeing  progress gives me the iniative to keep going. ^_^

Rob and I have found a place!  It's a tiny little apartment, very tiny.  But it's just the two of us, so that's all we need.

I'm starting to get funny over leaving.  Like tearful XD
I've known we're going to this place for about a week now, but it didn't hit me until today when I started packing up my stuff.
This is so completely new to me.  I have never moved before.  Never.  
I keep thinking how my mom won't be there when I'm coming home from work.
My dad even though he gives me hell I will miss somewhat.  They both give me hell.  I keep hoping they say something to piss me off so I don't feel so teary about leaving, lol.  
I won't see my brother everyday.  This makes me feel even more sad because I'm so close with him and he makes me laugh so much.  He won't be about 3:00 every day getting off the school bus, bursting into the house yelling something silly.  Even if I was remaining here, he wouldn't, he graduates this year.  (Ohhhh *tears* we're both growing upppp.  It's so stranggeee.)

And the thing that makes me most tearful....
My kitties.
As most apartments are, there are no pets allowed.  Even if they were, my kitties are technically my mother's kitties and she wouldn't have me take them.  Oh, I am going to miss having them all day with me here so badly, I could die.  I know this sounds quite pathetic, but my cats have always been my best friends and just about everything I do at home, is with them, lol.  Even them just sitting beside me.  I talk to them, they talk back to me (Well they mew back at me.)  They do and go everywhere with me around the house.
Not having them there is going to be extremely weird, and the thought makes me bawl uncontrollably.

I am quite literally bawling while writing this entry, lollll.
They're not sad tears, I am so incredibly happy we found a place and that this is happening but.  Nostalgicccc.
It's absolutely ridiculous too.  This apartment is not far away at all.  It's a couple streets away, it's within walking distance. 
But it's just the principal of not having these things and people in the house with me anymore when they always have been.

I am quite spoiled, and have never had to deal with a lot of parting ways.  I've never really had anyone I was especially close to leave me/pass-away/part from me or me from them for any reason.  I haven't really had that many people I was ever even close to, lol.  And I've never been involved in very much ever, so I'm not very much used to one scenario ending and another beginning.

They're my family, and they annoy the living fuck out of me sometimes but generally I will miss them.

But whatever I'll just walk over and visit.  All the time. :p

For the heads up, When the time comes that the computer has to make the move to the new place, I will give one last temporary farewell.
We will almost definetely have internet, but when we will get to setting that up, who the hell knows.  Internet, while it is a wonderful thing, is not on the top ten most important things to get done, lol.

...soy milk is fucking delicious.

Why the hell does it have such a bad rap?!

I can't even drink normal regular milk now without making yuck faces, because that is how I feel about it in comparison to soy milk.

It is fucking delicious-tastic.  Yes, I invented a new word, just for the yumness that is soy milk.

And combined with cereal?! SOME FUCKING CHEERIOS.
Oh my GOD.  Orgasm in my mouth.

For the past couple days I have had this horrible pain in the back of my mouth. I wrote it off as maybe I bit my tongue or something, and didn't think much of it.

But the more I took notice to it, the pain was coming from way too far in the back of my throat for my teeth to possibly come in contact with.

It feels like it's on my tongue, but to the right, and WAAAAY in the back almost my throat.  I thought maybe I just have a sore throat.

But no, it hurts so bad .  And any time I brush up against it HOLY SHIT, does it hurt like a motherfucker.

So Dr. Mom and Dad had me at the kitchen table shining a flash light down my throat and they kept saying I I all these raised bumps in the back of my throat that look like they were going down the back of my throat. (5 at least.  That's all I can SEE, they start right at the back of my mouth and look like they go straight down.

THE HELL is it from?!
My mom brought up that I was eating strawberries the other day.  The kind you buy frozen in a bag.
But I've never been allergic to strawberries!  Then again I have never had the frozen bagged ones.
And I ate those Tuesday.  And it's Thursday now.  Not only has it not gone away, it has gotten WORSE as the days go by.

But I also know, that allergies can start at any time.

So confused and freaked out right now.  And in pain. XD  WHAT THE HELL IS THIS.
My dad's trying to call my uncle who is a nurse to question him.
My dad suggested that I not eat them anymore (I only had them ONCE though a couple days ago not since), see if it goes away, and then if it does have a couple to see if it comes back again. (I do NOT want this back again but he's right. XDD)

I am freaked out. XD  I have never been allergic to anything (Besides those weird pain pills with caffienne in them.)

And her dumb comment about gay marriage not being right.

She's on TV crying all, "This is America! I am allowed to proclaim my opinion on things" etc etc.

TRUE DAT.

But this is America, and we're also allowed to combat you and your (*cough*dumbass*cough*) opinion.   Not used to being picked on?  Aw.  I guess when you're born white, rich, beautiful and straight  you're not used to being picked on.

But that's life, sweetcheeks.   Welcome to it.

And also, naked photos aside, I don't think the Lord approves of you parading yourself on stage in a skimpy swimsuit, not to mention being in a contest based soley on your looks, and revolving around your own vanity.  Lust & Pride.  Two deadly sins right there.

But that's okay, it's America, be the biggest hypocrite you can be, lol.

I'm notorious for having horrible birthdays. XDD

This one was good though. 
Even if it did start out with Rob and I fighting, but honestly when we fight it's loving fights. XD And I think the longest we've ever stayed mad at each other is an hour,  because we both die with guilt every time it happens.

We started out by looking at another place.  Really just for fun because it is WAY out of our price range.
We've seen a couple alright places, but mainly in this area, there aren't many APARTMENTS.  There's 1/2 doubles for rent, which are alright but you end up paying more for that.  Which I really don't want to do because we've NEVER save any money then, and we'll get stuck in the rut of constantly renting, and never owning a home.  So....we'll patiently wait.  It's hard too because it is our first place, and most places say that references and credit checks are a requirement.  We have no references as far as past apartments because we've never had one.  People told me "WELLLL......you could use work refs I suppose!" but we all know that's bullshit and has nothing to do with how you're going to leave your apartment when you move out. XD  And as far as credit checks, we have very limited credit because we're so young.  Mine's pretty good, but I've only had my card JUST over a year, and Rob hasn't even had his a year yet.
Some people I've noticed, this doesn't phase them because when they meet us we're normal and not visibley scumbags, while others are quick to shoot us down just because we're so young.
THE SEARCH CONTINUES.

Anyhow, I wanted to go out to eat for my birthday and Rob wanted to go see that new X-Men movie.
Which I was HEAVILY opposed to.  I am so not into the X-Men thing.  And I have a slightly grudge against Rob because when we go to the movies, we always see what he wants to see.   Always.  I will beg to go see something, he'll write it off as stupid and we won't go see it.  I honestly think the last movie we went to see that I really wanted to see was fucking Pirates of the Caribbean 3. XD 
So I created a big argument about how we're not going because I hate X-Men, and why should I go, you never settle for my movies, blah blah blah Sam bitching.  Big fight ensued, lasted 10 minutes,  I said FINE GO LOOK UP YOUR MOVIE TIMES, and we went out on our way.

And he apologized in the car for being a stubborn bitch all the time, and promises that we'll go see the ones I want more. *smug grin*

But little big fight aside, we had a wonderful day.  We went out to eat at the Ground Round, and went to see his movie.  Went to the book store as well, and I got that Generation T: 108 ways to transform a T-Shirt book which is MY NEW FAVORITE BOOK EVER PLZKTHNX.
So amused by it.  So many cool projects in it, the little stories, the little t-shirt facts...FOR THE CRAFTER WITH A.D.D. because there's so many things going on in it at once, I love it.  And I am surely the crafter with A.D.D. lol.
I think I'm going to investigate this woman who writes this book because her writing/personality is too funny/geeky/like-me/amusing. XDD

Also, Rob drew me pictures. Inspired by Sephiroth and his own personal choir.
Lol, Rob knows the instant way to make me laugh is to squeal, "SEPHIROTH!!!!" in that really high opera voice sans the Sephiroth choir, which he does often.  Also, another instant way is when he draws me little funny pictures of my fandoms. (You do not want to see the Petshop of Horrors ones.  They are highly pornographic. XDD)
I bring you Surfaroth and Chefaroth.

Lol, this woman today is checking out at my register, and she bought, at least, 10 liters of soda.  And she's ranting at me, "My goodness soda is so expensive!  I buy it for my kids, OH IS IT SO EXPENSIVEEE."

HERE'S AN IDEA.  DON'T BUY SO MUCH GODDAMN SODA THEN, I PROMISE YOUR KID DOESN'T NEED IT.

Meanwhile her little brat spawn is sitting in the cart refusing to give up a toy for two seconds just so I could ring it up.  And the mom is laughing, "Oh you sure are spoiled, aren't you?"

For the love of God.

I'm standing there thinking please smack the scream out of this child because I cannot take her wailing.  But then when the mother made that last comment, I thought you know what, there's nothing wrong with her, there's something wrong with YOU.  You need the goddamn beating.

Stop pumping her full of soda goddammit.
And stop giving every everything she wants and maybe she'll learn to appreciate shit. 

I hate parents. XD

20 years old.  Not excited, almost forgot to tell you the truth. XD

More importantly, Volume 4 of Petshop of Horrors: Tokyo arrived at my house yesterday.

( LJ-Cut for probable spoilers and general me-being-an-annoying-fangirl. )Everyone on my friends page who doesn't read PsoH is probably like wtf just happened.  Everyone on my friends page who DOES read Psoh is probably like wtf just happened. XD